Self Confessed

For I’m not ready to be branded
Simply emotional.
Funny I still write
Yet words seem to have failed me the most.
I don’t know why I write
I fumble with words
Yet again.
It’s a pencil to the hand
Trying to join the click
But my soul declines.
I’m not free yet
I’m still in a riddle
So puzzled yet so figured
The irony of matters.
My soul is in too deep.
I don’t know how to exercise control
For I seek a companion.
I have met many I thought perfect
Left me in No second.
I walk a path I don’t know
With knowledge a summary or more.
Place a smile
Sunshine and roses
Tears dried
Whom do I call mine?
I am not understood
Neither can I understand.
But I take a chance
And I make a stand
Move forward to enhance
My incomplete master plan.

Friends are your chosen Family

Friends & Family 

Family members are said to be our closest friends 

Our best shot

Ones best friend

Friends sooner or later become family

Seldom, though chances are present

Rain or shine, one would not dare compare the two 

It seems very contemptuous to family 

But honestly, 

What is it about family that friendship lacks?

Is it that Family is there forever?

How many have been abandoned or have abandoned their own and only had friends to turn to?

Or maybe Family will always love you more?  

Yet we all have that family member we hate so much yet we always fake a smile around them 

Am sure you can relate them to the girl you hate so much in school.

Why is it that we Glorify something that can be so hateful at times and Degrade friendship which can be so priceless most times?

Family might not always support your choices and other times might not always be by your side. 

But when friends do the same, it seems so easy for you to just drop them. 

Why such cruelty? 

They are not here to just applause when you go right but they are also here to correct you when you fail. 

You seem to love their voices in time of Praise but Despise it in time of condemnation.

Why so much ingratitude?